It was a huge fight that could had been a wonderful Saturday morning. I'm still trying to wrap my mind how did it all happened? How did I ended up in the back of the police car? My grandmother told me, just walk away from a fight and everything will be fine after a few minutes alone...but how can I? he was blocking my only way out. Taunting me like he was waiting for me to fight. Well I did, I gave him my best pushed to break away from my freedom and he fought back, next thing I knew I was on my back and he was on top me. Cops were called and I got arrested because I pushed first. I bailed myself out and I will never be the same person ever again.
Today is the morning after, laying on my sister's couch, thinking what would be my next step. I rented a car for 1 month, that should enough time to find a job, right? I don't feel like talking to anyone, I do not need sympathy, I do not need an advice, what I need is to reflect on the steps I have to take to get my life together. I gave up my career to be a stay home mom and my husband keep kicking me out of the house every time we argue... how sad isn't? Well, this is day 1 and it is now going to be easy.
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